Forever and a Day

February 23, 2004 12:30am

For Dave, love ya lots

Close your eyes think of me

tell me just what you see

Friends are like candles

through a dark and stormy night

God is our guide and mother nature our light

Nothing else matters but

the love that we share

All the hugs and warm fuzzies

show you care

For that I am thankful each and every day

Heaven smiled down on me

and sent a special angel

my way

I lie awake in the dark each night

scared and insecure, I am not alone

Snuggled under the blankies your love

holds me tight as words of comfort you softly

speak over the phone

There isn’t much to say

Words aren’t needed

you show me the way

Though miles apart

we will always be

side by side and heart to heart

I love you so much my friend

You have a special place in

my soul

Our friendship will never end

Friends always we will stay

Thank you for forever and a day

(Ok I also write poetry, Thank you God!) This one is one I wrote during THE HARDEST TIME IN MY LIFE about three years ago. My one and only grandpa remaining was passing and I was in a young and nieve relationship with someone in my age group, whom I thought would’ve been more mature. Nonjudgementally, I wouldn’t change a thing, thank you God! That’s past and that’s what I get for thinkin’ eh! Now I have the man of my dreams, DAVE!)

Where Were You

(Forever and For Always)

February, 2004

From a past relationship experience

Where were you when I needed you the most

So alone and broken

Walking beside nature’s distant shores

Lately all I see is your ghost

It haunts me

I cry inwardly at day and outwardly by night

Where are you

I search my heart, search my soul

You are there and so is love

Too much love to count

We share so much, so much love, so many smiles and yet sad but true

In a good way, so many tears

I long to hold you in my arms

The frustration of us not being near

We are near yet far apart

Joined at the hip, but our hearts cry out

They cry to be held forever and for always

I am sorry the way I treated you

We are so fragile, two different people from two different worlds, but yet one of the same

A mirror image of each other

We both know, we both see

You stand on bended knee before I do

I just wish you were more patient

But forever and for always just know how much I love you

I wish, I wish, I wish

If you could only see the whole picture

Where were you

I am certain of my feelings for you

True love alone will come back

I refuse to leave your side

I love you forever and for always just as you love me

I want to marry you as much

Things are to be worked out but stand alone can we not

We need eachother more than we will ever know

It’s love we have and true love we show

I have these feelings mushed up inside for you

I need your help, putting God first

I love you so much

I know you need me equally

I am here for you, I never left nor never will

Lay your head on my shoulder, tell me what’s wrong

Everything, your whole heart

I will lean on you too and you have heard my heart

Second to God you always will

Our hearts shatter but with God only I can help to pick up the pieces

You are still trying to sort them out

God is here for you, that he always will be

Right by your side with me for eternity

I love you so much, I can’t explain

No need for words

But I know with God we will make it through the heartache and pain

Second to God, one man cannot stand alone

Trust me, take your hand in mine

You will not fall, for if you do not just I, but God will be there to catch you

To trust takes a single grain of sand

I know that no matter what we love each other

You are here for me, how I wish to be held

Just that is a blessing in itself

I too hold you

I am here for you

I too will always be there to help you stand

I too will not let you fall

I love you forever and for always

‘98I once went to a school
I remember it fondly
Math problems, language, poetry and a dear friend, 
friends that I lost contact with.
Something happened
I had to move
It was sad,very sad
memories I will always remember ‘98 and what I learned.