(Ok I also write poetry, Thank you God!) This one is one I wrote during THE HARDEST TIME IN MY LIFE about three years ago. My one and only grandpa remaining was passing and I was in a young and nieve relationship with someone in my age group, whom I thought would’ve been more mature. Nonjudgementally, I wouldn’t change a thing, thank you God! That’s past and that’s what I get for thinkin’ eh! Now I have the man of my dreams, DAVE!)
Where Were You
(Forever and For Always)
February, 2004
From a past relationship experience
Where were you when I needed you the most
So alone and broken
Walking beside nature’s distant shores
Lately all I see is your ghost
It haunts me
I cry inwardly at day and outwardly by night
Where are you
I search my heart, search my soul
You are there and so is love
Too much love to count
We share so much, so much love, so many smiles and yet sad but true
In a good way, so many tears
I long to hold you in my arms
The frustration of us not being near
We are near yet far apart
Joined at the hip, but our hearts cry out
They cry to be held forever and for always
I am sorry the way I treated you
We are so fragile, two different people from two different worlds, but yet one of the same
A mirror image of each other
We both know, we both see
You stand on bended knee before I do
I just wish you were more patient
But forever and for always just know how much I love you
I wish, I wish, I wish
If you could only see the whole picture
Where were you
I am certain of my feelings for you
True love alone will come back
I refuse to leave your side
I love you forever and for always just as you love me
I want to marry you as much
Things are to be worked out but stand alone can we not
We need eachother more than we will ever know
It’s love we have and true love we show
I have these feelings mushed up inside for you
I need your help, putting God first
I love you so much
I know you need me equally
I am here for you, I never left nor never will
Lay your head on my shoulder, tell me what’s wrong
Everything, your whole heart
I will lean on you too and you have heard my heart
Second to God you always will
Our hearts shatter but with God only I can help to pick up the pieces
You are still trying to sort them out
God is here for you, that he always will be
Right by your side with me for eternity
I love you so much, I can’t explain
No need for words
But I know with God we will make it through the heartache and pain
Second to God, one man cannot stand alone
Trust me, take your hand in mine
You will not fall, for if you do not just I, but God will be there to catch you
To trust takes a single grain of sand
I know that no matter what we love each other
You are here for me, how I wish to be held
Just that is a blessing in itself
I too hold you
I am here for you
I too will always be there to help you stand
I too will not let you fall
I love you forever and for always
